
I Am Not Chiara
by Victor Darnal
On a night of fireworks on Lake Como, a thirteen-year-old girl vanishes. Twelve years later, a young woman walks into the Italian consulate in Marseille and says she is Chiara. She is lying, and her mother recognised her in three seconds.
Lake Como, 28 June 2014. During the fireworks of the Sagra di San Giovanni, thirteen-year-old Chiara Varenghi, the daughter of a silk family, disappears from the boathouse of the Villa dei Gelsi. A sandal is found on the boards. The investigation concludes she ran away.
Marseille, February 2026. A pale, thin young woman with two teeth missing walks into the Italian consulate: “My name is Chiara Varenghi. They kept me in a cellar.” She is not Chiara. But her mother, Livia, flies in from Como, looks at her for three seconds and takes her in her arms. She doesn't whisper a single question in her ear. She gives her an order.
In the villa by the lake, the false Chiara sleeps in the real one's bedroom, under glow-in-the-dark stars stuck to the ceiling. She knows everything about this life: the swimming medals, the dog called Dante, the piano lessons she hated. Everything except the code for the gate. A brother who drinks and says nothing, a cook who keeps testing her, a carabiniera who never believed in the runaway story: everyone around her is hiding something. So is she. She hasn't come for the money. She has come to find out who, in this house, knew.
A dark novel about the girls people look for, and the ones they don't.
A work of pure fiction: the characters, the family, the villa and the company are invented. Deals with the imprisonment of children and the death of a minor, always off the page, with no sexual content and no gratuitous description.
Marseille, February 2026. A pale, thin young woman with two teeth missing walks into the Italian consulate: “My name is Chiara Varenghi. They kept me in a cellar.” She is not Chiara. But her mother, Livia, flies in from Como, looks at her for three seconds and takes her in her arms. She doesn't whisper a single question in her ear. She gives her an order.
In the villa by the lake, the false Chiara sleeps in the real one's bedroom, under glow-in-the-dark stars stuck to the ceiling. She knows everything about this life: the swimming medals, the dog called Dante, the piano lessons she hated. Everything except the code for the gate. A brother who drinks and says nothing, a cook who keeps testing her, a carabiniera who never believed in the runaway story: everyone around her is hiding something. So is she. She hasn't come for the money. She has come to find out who, in this house, knew.
A dark novel about the girls people look for, and the ones they don't.
A work of pure fiction: the characters, the family, the villa and the company are invented. Deals with the imprisonment of children and the death of a minor, always off the page, with no sexual content and no gratuitous description.
Chapters
- 1 Three Seconds
- 2 The Sandal
- 3 The Stars
- 4 Two Hundred and Twenty-Eight Nights
- 5 Chi l'ha visto?
- 6 The Walnut Cake
- 7 Luca
- 8 The Boathouse
- 9 The Cellar, 2013 Premium
- 10 The Toothbrushes Premium
- 11 Maso Premium
- 12 The Cellar, July 2014 Premium
- 13 The Ledger Premium
- 14 The Interview Premium
- 15 The Cellar, February 2015 Premium
- 16 Swimming Premium
- 17 Viorica Premium
- 18 The Brother Premium
- 19 The Bisbino Road Premium
- 20 The Cellar, 2016-2026 Premium
- 21 The Number Premium
- 22 The Signora Premium
- 23 The Scarf Premium
- 24 Foglie di gelso Premium
- 25 What the Mother Chose Premium
- 26 The Same Dark Premium
- 27 The Land Registry Premium
- 28 Sorèl Premium
- 29 The Mother Premium
- 30 The Chestnut Tree Premium
- 31 Someone Premium
- 32 Lumaghitt Premium



